i was here. i exist. i'm alive, because i bleed.
— guidelines
ONE.
this blog is mutuals only. 21+. no personal blogs. no bullshit. duplicate friendly. i will not follow you if you don't list rules.
TWO.
don't follow me if you are uncomfortable with mature topics such as: blood drinking & cannibalism, monster fucking & other written sexual content, substance abuse & dependence, unhealthy co-dependence, age gaps between adults, casual bashing of the american military, violence & murder... etc. etc.
THREE.
beware, i do not tag written content, but i will keep in mind your personal triggers when writing with you. threads with sexual content will be tagged using tumblr's content warning system. I only tag sexual imagery (tag: nsfw tw).
FOUR.
regarding formatting & accessibility: i like tiny text. please don't use any color or fancy text in posts you make for me, as i am slightly color blind.
FIVE.
shipping is not a priority for me. some of my muses will have feelings for others, but i'm not going to force this or any ships on other writers, and i ask you do the same for me. (fyi i am a multishipper when i do ship, and every relationship will be treated individually, even if they're with the same muse.)
UPDATES.
08/16/25: ﾠ muse list updated.
MUN.
anarchy ﾠ ; ﾠ thirty+ ﾠ ; ﾠ she/her
am slow and tired. i have a lot of pets.
COMPANIONS.
partner blog: ﾠ pseudodead
connections: ﾠ deadwar. bruisednotes. hereticsinc. nezemny. actiongrrl. macabrehunter.
GRAPHICS.
graphics & psd: calirph
— ROSTER
CANON 𝄈 the ones you know
call of duty: ghosts.
task force: stalker.
yu yu hakusho.
the fox of legend.
call of duty: mw.
world's unluckiest mute.
ORIGINAL 𝄈 THE ONES YOU DON'T
in love with a serial killer.
goth mean girl.
cia agent & paper pusher.
er nurse. vigilante.
PRIVATE 𝄈 THE ONES FOR FRIENDS
certified army beefcake.
original character.
part time pirate.
original character.
professional wife for hire
— JESSE BAILEY
JESSE 'KICK' BAILEY
| gender. | male. |
| pronouns. | he/him. |
| birthdate. | march 17th |
| age. | thirty-four+ |
| place of birth. | clifton, new jersey |
| hometown. | newark, new jersey |
| languages. | english. american sign language. spanish. french. |
| occupation. | us army; task force: stalker |
about.
Kick's military career is as mysterious and chaotic as his personal life - meaning it's tangled as fuck, full of redacted missions and intel and all kinds of juicy details - but that's what happens when you're a part of Task Force: STALKER. You're a ghost, even by the military's standards.And yeah, your personal life is a disaster because of it. it's okay though, he rocks it.
personality & physical
physical traits.
height: 5'11
build: athletic
eye color: pale green
hair color: black
hair style: loose curls, has a tendency to let it grow until it reaches his ears, then buzz cut it
scars.
scar on the bottom of his chin, half an inch long.
four-inch long scar on his left hip.
misc scars on his arms and legs from missions.
appearance.
tattoos: semi-colon tattoo behind his right ear. black brush stroke tattoo on his chest.
piercings: both his ears have double lobe piercings, usually with small black studs in them. helix piercing in his right ear, typically a small silver hoop.
nsfw:
frenum piercing. fashion: loose t-shirts and dark jeans. black cargo pants. military issue boots at all times.
personality traits.
creative • comedic • paranoid • cynic
details.
sexuality: demisexual
alignment: neutral good
friendly and a bit chaotic, kick is everything you want in a friend if you're looking for a good time - and nothing you want in a friend if you're looking for a quiet one.
verses
ghosts.
in a world torn apart by the federation, kick is just another person fighting for american freedom. of course, his missions are usually completely off the books and possibly violate some geneva conventions but hey, that's life.
note: please refrain from having your muse instantly know that kick is a part of stalker unless otherwise plotted. the team is mostly anonymous for a reason.
modern warfare.
as a member of the american task force: stalker, kick is a ghost in all ways that matter when it come to serving in the armed forces. his honors are curiously empty, his record squeaky clean, and his files are mostly redacted, but that's how it has to be done - stalker is one of those units that do their job by any means necessary, and kick loves every fucking second of it.
— KURAMA
KURAMA
| human / legal name. | shuichi minamino |
| gender. | male |
| pronouns. | he / him |
| birthdate. | december 29th |
| age. | *see verses |
| species | spirit fox turned demon; demon trapped as human. |
| languages. | japanese. english. most makai dialects. |
about.
one day, kurama will have to give up his human life, but that day is not today. for now he plans to enjoy his human life and family as much as he can, for as long as he can.
personality & physical
physical traits.
height: 6'0
build: athletic, strong
eye color: green with gold flecks.
hair: red with a few white strands.
hair style: long, midway down back. very loose curls.
scars.
faint slashmark scars on his arms and stomach.
appearance.
tattoos, piercings: none.
fashion: loose sweaters and jeans. professional button ups and dress pants when at work. in his older age, he seems to prefer earth tones.
notes: as he ages, kurama loses the softness of his face. his features grow sharper, giving him a closer appearance to his youkai self.
personality traits.
intelligent • cunning • ruthless
details.
sexuality: pansexual
alignment: neutral
verses
pre-series: the yoko.
back when kurama was kind of a big deal.
post series: the fox.
years in the future, kurama spends most of his time as shuichi minamino, loving son and dedicated employee at his stepfather's company. in his spare time, he's been known to help yusuke urameshi with unofficial spirit detective cases.*please note that in this verse, kurama is somewhere in his thirties and starting to make peace with the fact that he will have to leave his human life behind. he is at the strongest he has ever been, and because of this, has started to stop aging.
— GARY SANDERSON
GARY 'ROACH' SANDERSON
| gender. | male |
| pronouns. | he / him |
| birthdate. | october 12th |
| age. | twenty-eight+ (verse & timeline dependent) |
| place of birth. | washington d.c., united states |
| hometown. | solva, pembrokeshire, wales |
| languages. | english. welsh. british sign. american sign. |
| occupation. | sergeant, marksman; sas team member, task force 141 |
about.
at eight years old, gary sanderson was abandoned by his parents and left with his grandparents. ever since then, he's been looking for a place he belongs.so far, the 141 has been working out.
personality & physical
physical traits.
height: 5'10
build: athletic, strong
eye color: brown
hair: somewhere between brown and auburn.
hair style: short, barely an inch in length. is curly when it gets longer.
scars.
roach's body is a canvas of scars, a map of his past failings, a dossier of his life's experiences. while some of his scars are from his childhood, those are faint and faded from time, barely visible unless you know where to look. as for the rest of his scars, well, considering his line of work and callsign, it's a wonder he doesn't have more.
face: a scar the runs from the left side of his forehead, through his eyebrow, down and just barely missing his eye towards his nose, and then back to the left.
torso: - a scar from being shot on the right side of his chest, a little bit below his collarbone. - a scattering of scars from grenade shrapnel.
thigh: a scar on his right thigh from being stabbed, the scar itself is only an inch and a half long.
more: roach may or may not have more scars, this is verse dependent.
appearance.
tattoos: verse dependent, ask for more details.
fashion: nondescript t-shirts, usually white, and jeans. hiking boots. his 141 uniform. on missions, and sometimes on base, roach will wear a neck gaiter over his nose and mouth. he's not sensitive about people seeing his face, but he doesn't like people staring at the scar on it, that kind of focus makes him uncomfortable.
personality traits.
loyal • courageous • stubborn • spiteful
details.
sexuality: complicated
alignment: lawful good
verses
original modern warfare.
he's not really the fng, but he'll let you think that. gets along with everyone, but is especially friendly with ghost. will [silently] brag that he's a better shot than him.
reboot modern warfare.
Hired because they need the help with Konni group, Roach's the FNG. He's mute, but really fucking good at his job and no one can complain about his work ethic or abilities.
oo1. MWIII Canon.
Roach is the new guy, but also Soap's replacement after... y'know. He's struggling to find a balance between who he is, and the role he's to fill as Soap's kind-of replacement. He's not trying to replace Soap as a person, as who he was to the team, but everyone seems to think that way. Needless to say, his dream job is becoming a bit of a nightmare.
oo2. MWIII Divergent.
hired as a temporary replacement for Soap while he recovers, Roach is definitely the odd man out on the team - and trying desperately to prove himself worthy. the 141 is like a dream job to him, and he wants to be kept on as a permanent team member... But it's fucking hard not to step on toes in the meantime. After all, no one likes the guy 'trying to replace' the Team Favorite.
— SYLVIA MONROE
SYLVIA 'BIRDIE' MONROE
| gender. | female |
| pronouns. | she / her |
| birthdate. | december 28th |
| age. | twenty+ (verse & timeline dependent) |
| place of birth. | schenectady, ny, united states |
| hometown. | verse dependent |
| languages. | english. american sign language. |
| occupation. | librarian |
about.
the daughter of a veterinarian and an indianapolis police officer, birdie is perhaps exactly what you expect her to be, and the exact opposite of that.she's the good girl, the sweet summer child, the apple of her parents' eyes. but she also is a mischievous little thing that has a habit of attaching herself to 'bad boys', and 'corrupting girls into sinful lesbian behavior.'
personality & physical
physical traits.
height: 5'2
build: petite, athletic
eye color: green
hair color: brown
hair style: loose curls, falling a few inches below her shoulders. long bangs
scars.
A few miscellaneous faint scars on her shins from running wild as a child
One inch scar on the hairline of her forehead on the left side from running into a street sign pole as a kid
A few scratch scars on her arms from falling into a rosebush in recent months. There’s also some scars on her face and neck from the same incident, but she covers these with makeup most days.
appearance.
tattoos: Three red hearts on her right hip. Black heart with flowers on her left upper arm. A fern under her right breast. barbed wire heart on the back of her right thigh. 'Fuck them' below the crease of her elbow on her left arm.
piercings: Her lobes are pierced twice - usually she wears hoops or dangly earrings in the bottom hole and studs in the second.
fashion: A standard Birdie outfit includes a t-shirt and a flowy skirt. Plaid shirts or hoodies when she’s chilly. Footwear is a toss up between chucks or hiking boots at any point in time.
personality traits.
eccentric • naive • socially awkward
details.
sexuality: demisexual
alignment: neutral good
birdie adores animals and people. she believes that kindness is important above all else, second only to love. she buries road kill and takes home injured animals. she sleeps with a nightlight on.her favorite band is metallica (pre-black album is best). her favorite movies are slasher films. she can hold her own in a fight, and is a really good shot with a gun and hunts often. she’s trained to handle medical emergencies in the wild, and no amount of blood or gore will phase her.
verses
call of duty.
twenty-five and no less gentle. the world still hasn't broken her, and at this rate, it never will.
the quarry.
she's a weird woman, the new librarian. all her clothes are handmade or thrifted and customized. she roller skates almost everywhere despite owning a truck.
stranger things.
she's a weird woman, the new librarian. all her clothes are handmade or thrifted and customized. she roller skates almost everywhere despite owning a truck.
— daniel wright
DANIEL 'DANNY' WRIGHT
| gender. | male |
| pronouns. | he / him |
| birthdate. | september 24th |
| age. | thirty-nine |
| place of birth. | wahpeton, north dakota |
| hometown. | wahpeton, north dakota |
| languages. | english. french. |
| occupation. | verse dependent |
about.
one hundred percent, home grown, grass feed North Dakota beefcake, danny was raised by good, christian parents that believed in 'the bigger the family, the bigger the heart.' - and with seven kids, they succeeded in having the biggest heart in the county.and the biggest son in the county, but they probably didn't intend on that.
personality & physical
physical traits.
height: 6'6
build: bulky, hunky, big boi status
eye color: hazel
hair color: brown
hair style: cropped short, just enough to get a handful of.
scars.
his knuckles are destroyed - they're scarred and uneven
burn scars on his left, over his ribs, patch is about 10in
slash scar on his right forearm, 6in long, 1/2in wide
faded scar on his scalp, barely visible from age & hair
appearance.
tattoos: two molars tattooed on the first finger joint of his right middle and ringfinger. 'ready to die' beneath his naval right above his hips.
piercings: his right ear lobe is pierced but the hole is empty, partially healed
fashion: flannel shirts and jeans. Plain back t-shirts. ugly hiking boots. sometimes a cowboy hat.
personality traits.
cutthroat • easy going • vengeful
details.
sexuality: demisexual
alignment: lawful good
verses
call of duty: modern warfare reboots.
former army, now a shadow company member. a good guy just trying to do the right thing.
— eoghan
EOGHAN
| gender. | male |
| pronouns. | he / him & they / them |
| age. | thirty-three |
| languages. | verse dependent. |
| occupation. | private privateer (read:pirate). |
about.
see verses.
note.
this muse basically made to torment @pseudodead and his oc. not to be gross on main, but eoghan is so in love with silas, it's really vomit-inducing and he's unshippable for anyone else.
personality & physical
physical traits.
height: 6'0
build: athletic, stocky.
eye color: heterochromia (left eye: green, right eye: blue)
hair color: gold-blond
hair style: soft waves, just below shoulder length. held in a loose braid or ponytail, with a scarf.
scars.
scars and callouses on his hands, arms, and legs from shipwork.
a fresh set of scars beneath his right eye (one half circling the underside of his eye, one bisecting it going down to his mouth).
appearance.
tattoos: none.
piercings: multiple ear piercings, all gold. septum piercing, gold ring with a small red jewel. nipple piercings.
fashion: loose shirts and pants, brightly colored scarves woven through his hair.
personality traits.
kind • mischievous • kleptomaniac
details.
sexuality: pansexual
alignment: neutral good
mischievous with a tendency to pocket shiny things, eoghan flaunts his lawlessness eagerly to anyone and everyone in his vicinity. beneath this recklessness, however, lies a man that struggles on the daily with his own existence and what it could mean to the world.
verses
default.
scraps of a goddess, her finale incarnation in an attempt to re-meet and love what remains of a god she died to save. the ultimate 'i can fix him', except eoghan sometimes makes him worse.
dragon age.
what do you call a pirate on land? a fantastic but troublesome traveling companion. eoghan is fiercely loyal to anyone he befriends - and a little too curious of elves to be trusted alone in their presence. shame he can't stop following abelas around and that literally no one has tried to stop him.
more details.
— fujiko TSUDA
fujiko tsuda
| gender. | female |
| pronouns. | she / her |
| birthdate. | february 16th |
| age. | thirty+ (verse & timeline dependent) |
| place of birth. | ena, japan |
| hometown. | verse dependent |
| languages. | japanese. english. |
| occupation. | wife |
about.
fujiko is an incredibly strong and supportive woman, the kind any man would want at their side no matter the cost. and it will cost them - a lot. her services aren't cheap, and more often than not, she leaves men in ruins when a contract is up.
personality & physical
physical traits.
height: 5'8
build: soft, curvy
eye color: dark brown
hair color: dark brown, nearly black
hair style: just brushing her shoulders. dark. the ends are curled inward.
scars.
Circular burn scar on the inside of her left wrist.
Minor, very faint scars on her knuckles.
appearance.
tattoos: 'Divine Feminine' on her right side.
piercings: Her earlobes are pierced twice, and her left ear has a mid-helix.
nsfw:
triangle piercing, which goes horizontally through the base of the hood & beneath the clit. other modifications: Breast implants (c cup)
fashion: Loose, partially unbuttoned dressy tops. Low cut blouses. Pencil skirts with thigh high slits or trousers. She’ll wear a pantsuit with a lowcut blazer and nothing underneath if she’s feeling spicy. If she’s feeling extremely spicy, she’ll just straight up wear lingerie under an opened blazer or buttoned up jacket. Most of the time, she wears darker colored nylon thigh highs but not always. She loves stiletto heels.
personality traits.
quiet • selfish • manipulative
details.
sexuality: pansexual
alignment: neutral
verses
xxx.
xxx
— MOLLY OWENS
molly 'moe' owens
| gender. | female |
| pronouns. | she / her |
| birthdate. | july 8th |
| age. | twenty-six |
| place of birth. | seminole, texas |
| hometown. | seminole, texas |
| languages. | english. |
| occupation. | tattoo artist, street racer |
about.
She's a tattoo artist, a street racer, an painter... She's trouble. She's a mother-in-law's worst nightmare, and a teenage boy's wet dream. She's Molly Owens, and she's a dangerous girl with dangerous interests, and no regard for her own safety.her family has a long history of serving in the military, starting all the way back in the American Revolutionary War and continuing to present day - except for Molly. Molly, who lost a brother to a 'training exercise' and never forgave the military for it. Molly, who never forgave her parents, and her other brothers, for brushing it off and continuing their support of the armed forces. Molly, the family baby, who went off on her own path, and was disowned for it.
personality & physical
physical traits.
height: 5'11
build: athletic
eye color: light brown
hair color: naturally red, dyed bright red
hair style: spiral curls. from buzzed short to shoulder length.
scars.
splash burns on her thighs and shins.
appearance.
tattoos: Covered in misc little tattoos. Vixen in gothic script below her waistline, on her left hip. sinner, saint in the same font above her knees. A large spider on her stomach.Angel wings behind both her ears.
piercings: dimple piercings. (two silver studs) silver piercing on her right nostril. both her upper and lower lobes on both ears. (diamond studs) daith piercing. (left ear, silver hoop) two helix piercings. (right ear, black spikes).
fashion: Anything black. Ripped fishnets and stockings. Short shorts or jeans. Low cut tops or middrift shirts. platform or heeled boots. cat-eye eyeliner in black or black and red. bold lipstick (black or red).
personality traits.
compassionate • impulsive • manipulative
details.
sexuality: pansexual
alignment: neutral
verses
call of duty.
tattoo artist and civilian, molly owens has done everything she can in life to avoid the military as a whole. shame it never really works out that way and she keeps falling in with those types.
dragon age.
a mortalitasi of the grand necropolis, moe comes from a long line of nobleborn mages. she's not a huge fan of the chantry, but keeps these opinions (mostly) to herself. she can often be found in the memorial gardens, showing far too much (tattooed) skin.
— PATRICK HARPER
patrick 'trick' harper
| gender. | male |
| pronouns. | he / him |
| birthdate. | july 12th |
| age. | thirty |
| place of birth. | odessa, texas |
| hometown. | seminole, texas |
| languages. | english. spanish. very butchered french & german. |
| occupation. | former us army sergeant, current cia agent |
about.
Childhood best friend of Molly and Tommy Owens, Trick was a wildcard in his youth - and continues to be so even as an adult. honorably discharged from the army due to injuries, trick is now working for the cia - and sometimes task force 141.
personality & physical
physical traits.
height: 5'8
build: stocky, bulky, fit
eye color: hazel
hair color: sandy blond
hair style: straight and usually a mess, a little over four inches long
scars.
left ring finger missing.
Half his left pinkie is also missing.
Surgical scars on his left knee from a knee replacement.
faint puncture scars on his left side.
appearance.
tattoos: a two inch long corn on the cob outline tattoo on his ankle.
piercings: n/a
fashion: has a tendency to dress business casual for most, if not all events. he always looks neat and put together.
notable: gap between his top two front teeth. he uses a dark wood cane for mobility, he has a pretty bad limp and tends to favor his left leg. he can walk without the cane, but not for extended distances and he gets tired easily.
personality traits.
cheeky • stubborn • judgemental
details.
sexuality: pansexual
martial status: divorced
alignment: (chaotic) neutral
verses
call of duty: modern warfare.
laswell's favorite lackey, trick's probably the most thorough cia agent in existence. he's detail obsessed, a perfectionist, and has high standards when it comes to information gathered. he prides himself on never being in charge of a mission gone wrong, and even if it does, he's got backup plans for his backup plans.
his army career might have been short-lived and a failure, but he's determined to make this new one a success.
— wyatt thorne
wyatt thorne
| gender. | male |
| pronouns. | he / him |
| birthdate. | jan 15th |
| age. | thirty-eight |
| place of birth. | norfolk, virginia |
| hometown. | norfolk, virginia |
| location. | a big city near u |
| languages. | english. american sign. |
| occupation. | er nurse, nighttime vigilante |
about.
everything about wyatt thorne gives him the appearance of being a nice guy. he's polite, he's kind, he's the guy everyone in the hospital goes to when they need help with both violent patients, and ones that are the victims of abuse. even the most unruly of children patients love him, no matter the age and why they're in there.
of course, mostly about nurse wyatt thorne is an act, but what the general public doesn't know, won't hurt them.
personality & physical
physical traits.
height: 6'4
build: athletic, bulky, thicccc
eye color: brown
hair: naturally dark, sometimes bleached white-blond.
hair style: buzzed.
scars.
face: scar on his chin that goes from the right up towards the center of his bottom lip, faint from age
arms and hands: burn marks on the back of both his hands, a gruesome looking series of scars the ball of his left shoulder from a dog bite
torso: two inch scar on the left side of his rib cage from being stabbed, various cut-like scars on his stomach and chest
legs: another set of scars from a dog bite on his right thigh, misc other scars from dog attack
appearance.
tattoos:
piercings: both earlobes pierced once
fashion: he dresses like a rich boy but in the old money sense. its either custom or its tailored, nothing ever looks ill-fitted on him.
personality traits.
helpful • unforgiving • violent
details.
sexuality: complicated
alignment: neutral good
— oliver divine
oliver 'od' divine
| gender. | male |
| pronouns. | he / him |
| birthdate. | november 14th |
| age. | thirty-five |
| place of birth. | austin, texas |
| hometown. | hico, texas |
| languages. | english. american sign language. |
| occupation. | tracker, professional search party organizer |
about.
military veteran turned tracker, there's not a person in this world he can't find. just make sure to ignore his obvious drug addiction.
personality & physical
physical traits.
height: 6'0
build: slender, strong
eye color: green-blue
hair color: light brown, dirty blond
hair style: swept back, shorter on the sides and back
scars.
His back is covered in scars from spiral surgeries.
Right leg also has multiple scars, mostly on the thigh area, from multiple surgeries.
appearance.
tattoos: n/a
piercings: n/a
fashion: loose t-shirts and jeans. hiking boots or cowboy boots. sometimes a cowboy hat.
notable: he has a permanent limp and tends to favor his right side entirely.
personality traits.
determined • stubborn • judgemental
details.
sexuality: asexual
alignment: true neutral
— the wrench in the works
the wrench
| legal name. | 'reginald blechman' |
| gender. | male |
| pronouns. | he / him |
| birthdate. | april 4th |
| age. | verse dependent |
| place of birth. | n/a |
| current city. | n/a |
| languages. | english. |
| occupation. | verse dependent |
about.
Not much is known about Wrench before he joined the ranks of Dedsec, other than the fact that he's a self-made and yet incredibly goofy kind of guy. His code is serious, but it's his explosives and robotics work that he's known for in the hacker world, that and his affinity for complete and utter anarchy.
personality & physical
physical traits.
height: 5'11
build: lanky, strong
eye color: blue
hair: bleached blond
scars & other.
His knuckles are crooked and uneven, scarred heavily from fighting and experiments gone bad.
Three inch scar on the inside of his right thigh.
A port-wine stain birthmark on the upper left side of his face, near his eye and over his temple.
appearance.
tattoos: he's covered in misc tattoos.
piercings: Both his ears have double lobe piercings. His right ear has two mid helix piercings.
nsfw piercings:
Jacob's Ladder piercing (four rungs). fashion: Wrench's wardrobe is... interesting. His fashion style can be described as what would happen if a hacker, a punk, a grunge child, and white trash had a bastard child. He likes leather and chains, studs and black t-shirts. His jeans are always ripped, and his shoes are consistently customized with small, harmless studs or rounded spikes.
notable: custom animated mask.
personality traits.
loyal • friendly • hot-tempered
details.
sexuality: pansexual
alignment: chaotic good
verses
watch dogs 2.
xxx
watch dogs legion.
xxx
xxx
| gender. | male |
| pronouns. | he / him |
| birthdate. | n/a |
| age. | n/a |
| place of birth. | n/a |
| current city. | x |
| languages. | english. bits of other languages. |
| occupation. |
about.
xx
personality & physical
physical traits.
height: x
build: x
eye color: x
hair color: x
hair style: x
scars & other.
x
appearance.
tattoos: n/a
piercings: n/a
fashion: n/a
notable: n/a
personality traits.
n/a
details.
sexuality: n/a
martial status: n/a
alignment: n/a
n/a